Redesign

As you noticed I did a little redesign with the blog. I can't take credit for anything but the background and the color choices. The banner was made for me. Credit posted on the side.

I guess its time for me to come clean on our "problem." All I'm really going to say is that we have a known problem in the whole trying to get pregnant process. We go to the fertility specialist (reproductive endocrinologist or RE) soon and will know more then. For now, the only thing we have been told is that IVF or invitro is our only hope for having kids. Which is a bummer because its freakin expensive and not always guarunteed to work the first time. So for now, we have a long road ahead of us. I guess this is my "coming out" to the blog world. We've chosen to be fairly private with the information, just because people are nosey and can and will ask a ton of questions. So far we've only told our parents and a few very very close friends. I'm just not ready to let the whole world (and by whole world I mean the rest of the family and people we know) know. Its nothing we're ashamed of but we also arent shouting it from the rooftops. Right now, since we dont know much, I don't feel comfortable necessarily answering peoples questions either. I would like the support system to be a true support system, not nosey people. Yes I know by posting this anyone can read it and can tell anyone, but I'm ok with it I guess. The few people I know in real life that read it, I trust. I dont know what I'm trying to say here, I hope this makes sense. I'm not saying "Don't go tell people...shhh" I would be stupid to think that people don't talk. I guess I'm warning all the readers (ha...I think I can count on one hand who you are) that this will be stuff I will blog about, mainly as a venting outlet but I will try not to make it strictly infertility blog. Those were not my intentions when I started this blog. So you've been warned...and we are about to board this emotional rollercoaster. :)

Prayers are really what we need...for patience and hope and we'll see what happens. Only God knows...